June 1-long day.

Today is really a long day for me..woke up at 5.50am today to go to my unit's anniversary at pasir ris park..after a 3.5km run...there were stupid games which i didn't have to participate in..practically doing nothing there for abt. 4hours until 12.30noon,then they let us go..sighz..just another example of how life as a national slave is so boring.
Well..at least after that,me n my friend had lunch at Swensens n watch Shriek 2,i seldom watch cartoons nowadays but i have to admit,Shriek 2 was gd to say the least,it was funny n really reminded me of my childhood n as all fairytales go,it ended with a happy-ever-after ending which lifted my spirit,its gd to watch this movie once in a while..the feeling that i get is so diff. from watching The Day After Tmr which really gave us a stern warning abt. what could happen if we continue to misuse n oversuse our natural resources,only the part where americans have to seek refuge from mexico gave me some comic relief due to the political undertone n satire involved,ha ha...i'm sure glad i watch both movies.
Well..I'm booking into camp tmr morning at 8am to do my duty as Duty Nco,sighz...even have to work on a public holiday...how sad..although its a simple task as noone's around,but there's still a bit of paperwork n phonecalls to listen to..i sure hope i could stay awake throughout the nite today as at 2.55am got the England vs Japan soccer match...hopefully i could endure despite only sleeping abt. 3 hours yesterday nite.
Hmm...guess that's all i wanted to say tonite bah..hopefully,i will have a sweet dream if i do sleep tonite,it will be sweet as long as i dream of charlene choi or ryoko hirosue.ha ha.:)kk,nite to everyone!

May 31 2004-empty,empty,empty.

My first entry in an online blog...ha ha...never thought i will write one,well..didn't even have the habit of keeping a diary like this..well..people change.
Life is so empty for me at this phase of my life.its just so empty.i should be happy now that i am finishing my term as a national slave fulltime(NSF),but this phase of my life is really just abt. waiting...waiting for my clearance,waiting for my class 3 license,waiting for my pink ic,waiting for school term to start,waiting for the results of my teaching award,wait,wait,wait,wait,it just kinda drives me crazy with all this uncertainties hanging around in my life.
21,I'm finally 21...an age when i'm considered an adult,I got voting rights!!i could watch RA movies...legally...ha ha...but this age also makes me feel OLD....there's so many things to think abt. at 21...when will i be able to have a car?will i ever find true love?does jesus really exist?will i ever be able to be a foreign diplomat?am i really cut out to rise above all n excel..instead of been condemned to mediocrity..
well...there's so much that i want to say over so little....i'm in such a pessismist mood now that if i do continue writing this blog,i will sure hope that i could meet both hitler n satan n ask them whether they need a new assistant..or something..btw,i'm quite an admirer of Adolf Hitler-despite his human flaw,evil heart,racist mind,he's really a powerful man who capture all german's hearts with his thoughts,ideas n speeches,he's really a man we should admire in a sadistic carnal world of where only the fittest can survive...to be compassionate to others is to be cruel to yourselves..the rich just get richer,the poor just get poorer.....life is indeed cruel.i shall end now,hopefully,i won't feel that empty tmr...