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Love expects no rewards.
Is she just craving for attention and that's why she still messages me so that she can satisfy that crave? Is she a player? Does she really still need me around? Am I just a spare tyre to her? I hate to say this..but right now, the answers to all that really doesn't matter...the bottom line is I need her..at least..for the moment..
I miss her voice.
I miss her laughters.
I miss her blushes.
I miss her.
Am I in love? I certainly hope not..I want to think of myself as liking her a lot...She brought me so much laughter, joy, sweetness, warmth and perhaps even the feeling of love but why are all that always conditioned with disappointment, sorrow, agony, helplessness and the painful feeling of missing her...
I am happily sad? Am I...or am I just crazy? Or are all the feelings felt now just a fleeting mirage that will clear up with time..
I don't know..I know I need a reality check..with her though..after every reality check..I sink back to the situation b4 the reality check...I guess the most I can do is to limit the hurt and the thing I want most is to know that she's happy and perhaps one day able to hear her laugh n see her blush again..
*Love expects no rewards, is that too idealistic? I wonder...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
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isn't it conflicting with the idea that "love is selfish"?
if you really just want to love her despite how she might treat you, then i must say, welcome into the world of no return, welcome to the world of eternal pain. it's not really that bad a feeling, knowing that you can love.
okay, i talk to you more another time ba... whatever you choose to do, well, good luck~
Sighz..is love really selfish? I'm not sure..I guess there are plenty of ideas out there..diff. pple have diff. ideas bah..
Love hurts
Love wounds
Love scars
And mars
Oops, the lyrics shoulds be
Love hurts
Love scars
Love wounds
And mars
Anyway, it's a song that describes your pain perfectly. :p
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