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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

life is so unfair!!~

Manchester United lost to Celtic!!!! Damn it...we fucking dominated the whole freaking match n yet we lost..we even missed a freaking penalty at the end..can someone just kill me..arraggz.....I have not felt so down for such a freaking long time..crappy match...damn it..this bodes ill for chelsea match on sunday...God,pls,PLS bless Man U..I do not want to face any more heartbreak this week...I am freaking pissed, fucking down,pathetically resigned to Manchester United's failure.

Life is just unfair...so what if you treat a person with all your heart..you are still going to be treated as a substitute, as a spare tyre..great..I have been waking up to her sms for like 3 days in a row..I should rejoice, shouldn't I..haha..yah rite..its only becos her bf went overseas for army exercise that she's doing it..oh well...oh..b4 that we have been in contact every other day...yay..so what? she sms me as and when she feel like it, as and when she need it..n me..been the foolish me takes on this considerate self to not tell her i miss her..to not sms her when i want to..haha..yes..life is good isnt it..life is so fantastic..everything happens for a reason..yay..rejoice..woohoo..I just love myself for allowing myself to get all hurt over a person who couldn't care less about me..ok..maybe she does care...but definitely not a lot..

Oh..of cos..to top it off..exam stress..I realised how stressed and lost I was under this mountain load of readings I have only through an exchange of sms...

Min Li sms-ed me, 'Eh.who were the founding fathers? washington, thomas jefferson,james madison, who else?'

Me,'Abraham Lincoln?'

Oh..for goodness sake..what a stupid mistake..Lincoln is a key figure in the American Civil War not the American battle for independence against England...damn..Must be a reflex answer as I was lost in the world of the Civil War reading..when I saw her sms...sighz..its pretty funny at first..but on deeper reflection...yanwei, you better freaking buck up...

Ok..feels so much better after ranting..I can sense that my liking for her is slowly eroded by the persistent ongoing hurt that my heart is suffering...my heart aches so much for the Red Devils now..

* God,pls bless Manchester United to beat Chelsea this sunday and guide me on the path of recovery....

3 comments:

xxoos said...

1. her.
if u want to be a spare tire, be one with no complaints, no regrets, as long as u love. if not, then just get over with it. get over her, get on with ur own life.

okay, i know how it feels. so all the more, i'm telling u that u really need to use such words to comfort urself. if u love her, care not for how she feels towards u as long as u know u r giving her all of u.

2. man utd.
man utd is still at the fucking top of the table la, make such a big fuss for what? kanasai...

3. lincoln??? wahaha~ even somebody who doesn't study american history can tell u that lincoln's in the wrong generation as those other folks sia...

4. sun's match.
CHELSEA WILL TRIUMPH OVER man utd!!! LIFE IS FAIR~

fallen angel said...

Yup, Manchester United will kill Chelsea's butt!!! We will win this coming sunday~

Sighz...as for her..I think I will need quite a long time to really recover..will look at the problem after my exams..thanks anyway. :)

fallen angel said...

She is not a selfish devil.bleahz.
>.<