stupid actions..

Sighz..I had to ask her best friend, my good friend how has she been these days...her best friend said..bz with schwork lor, stressed over sch work and other than that..no other information from her le as we switched topics..how I wish I could know more. I know she's easily stressed and also like to think too much..how I wish I could just be there for her and relieve her of her stress, offer words of comfort and words of advice and a listening ear as and when she needs it..yet..I'm not there and I can't be there..sighz..why can't I be there..why can't I do that..

2nd stupid thing I did..I went to look at her sms-es on my way home just now..halfway through the reading of the sms-es..I stopped abruptly..becos the feeling of missing her just overwhelmed me..I miss her so much...I wish I could just hear her voice again..I wish I could look at the sms-es that brought me so much sweetness in the past with the same sweetness..sighz..


* All I can do is to pray and hope that she is happy and doing well in life...its been days since we last exchanged sms-es..yet it feels like months...