what a week!~

I like to blog when I am on a high from alcohol..yet not drunk to feel miserable..
I just got back home from a chalet with my ex-collegues from mindef nexus,psd dept..they are a really happening lot..I'm so glad that in my first real working experience..I get to know such a great bunch of happening n fun pple that I can click so freely with..had lots of fun with the bbq,card games and of cos the various varieties of alcohol..we were even drinking b4 we left the chalet!~ Hope to see you all soon at colin's farewell ord dinner at wala wala or something :)

A hectic and happening week indeed..the pubbing on tuesday which actually made me feel worse n miss her more n then the mcys feedback unit's 21st anniversary dinner at pan pacific hotel. REACH is the feedback unit's new name!! lol..anyway..the dinner was pretty fun..an eye opener in many ways,the political speech,the hierchical seating..the media..etc etc..won't elaborate on such boring stuff..but the two sideshows that got me quite enchanted.

The first sideshow is the really pretty yet prim n proper jc teacher that was sitting beside me at my table..she proves my preference for teachers n perhaps also strengthens my preference against accountants and lawyers..teachers just seem more likely to be paragons virtues..of cos I'm generalizing here..but she really caught my attention somewhat..though of cos I didn't ask for her number..becos of my current emotional condition and the fact that I'm still a student.

The second sideshow must be the presence of at least 6 other fellow ps students at the dinner..this is like so amazing becos ps majors' presence in such arenas show the activism of our students in civil service endeavours..I feel so much at ease after seeing them around at the dinner..furthermore..from small talk with civil servants at the dinner..ps majors do seem to leave the impression that we are an opinionated,outspoken lot..lalala..which is really gd..lol

After the dinner..I saw my ex..whose position in my heart needs no elaboration..she's just special..yet I feel no sense of romantic love towards her anymore..she still remains as my biggest regret..just glad that she will be here for me no matter how much I neglect u..just happy to see her tired(from work) and yet chirpy..may we stay in touch forever..n I must remind myself to meet up with her soon n not keep not finding the time to meet her..last met her only in may..sighz..I hope I dun give her the feeling that she's dispensible..she's not..its more of monetary concerns that I dun meet her..becos its really expensive to go out with her..the drinks at those posh places costs a bomb..still a poor student man..give me another 2 yrs..will try to make up for it..

And of cos the chalet on sat,sun..lol..yay..in between these events in the week..lots of mugging n rushing for papers too..arraggz...my deadlines are all crashing in on me..need to start mugging really soon..monday!~ free day..will mug for the whole day..

*happy,happy,happy, let's hope this happy feeling lasts and not let the feeling of misery sinks in after the high feeling wears off n the hangover sinks in..I did think of her at the chalet..sighz..but of cos..kept myself bz most of the time to not think abt. her...